This is where I write the stories from the darkest reccesses of my mind. Not for the faint of heart. I'm a Sadist, and giving intense erotic pain turns me on. These are fantasies that will probably never see fruition, but they are there and must be let out of my head.
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Just a quick thought...
Do any of my female sub readers love to be spanked, whipped or caned to the point of tears? It is something I want to do to My slut, and I was curious as to how many out there want and need this from the other end of the whip or hand.
at first it was a hard limit for me, now it's on the 'to do' list. I think it takes quite some progression to get there though, it's not something you yearn for from the start, at least i didn't.
It takes a lot of work to get to the point of wanting this, and my master and I will both have to be in the right mind set or I can just wind up getting angry. This is something we are working on right now tho.
Yes. I can't and won't ask for it, and I also need a lot of aftercare and time to relax and take it all in after. But yes. I'd go so far to even say I need it sometimes. But I wouldn't have said this to him before he'd ever done it to me. It's kind of a CNC thing. I enjoy it and surrender, because he takes me there. He wants to do it to me. It wouldn't work for me with a partner who didn't get off on it. :)
Just found your blogs and I have to say - sounds good from the little I've read so far!
sweet girl has it on her to do list. (See above). We have discussed it a few times, and one day I think we will do it as well. For the moment I do not think I can do this. I need to know her much better. Understand how much she can take it on an emotional level. Experience multiple times how she reacts on a lesser level of abuse. Get repeated indications she not only wants do do it but is confident she can take it. We are not that far yet. Once we are, we want it to be something beautiful for both of us and not a mistake. I can wait........... Until the time is there!!
i want it, i need it, i crave it with a ferocious intensity, and i don't get it(what i consider to be) often enough. Master likes to use me, and i love to serve, but to be beaten this way? He doesn't like to do it. He's the boss, so...i'll take what i get.
I crave doing this to My slut, but I don't know if dhe will ever get to the point where it will be possible. When I think of that, it can be a tough day.
Sweet girl, I appreciate your thoughts. I don't think I'm being unrealistic because I don't really expect her to be able to do this. That doesn't stop me from wanting it though.
at first it was a hard limit for me, now it's on the 'to do' list. I think it takes quite some progression to get there though, it's not something you yearn for from the start, at least i didn't.
ReplyDeleteIt takes a lot of work to get to the point of wanting this, and my master and I will both have to be in the right mind set or I can just wind up getting angry. This is something we are working on right now tho.
ReplyDeleteYes. I can't and won't ask for it, and I also need a lot of aftercare and time to relax and take it all in after. But yes. I'd go so far to even say I need it sometimes. But I wouldn't have said this to him before he'd ever done it to me. It's kind of a CNC thing. I enjoy it and surrender, because he takes me there. He wants to do it to me. It wouldn't work for me with a partner who didn't get off on it. :)
ReplyDeleteJust found your blogs and I have to say - sounds good from the little I've read so far!
Rogue Bambi
sweet girl has it on her to do list. (See above). We have discussed it a few times, and one day I think we will do it as well. For the moment I do not think I can do this. I need to know her much better. Understand how much she can take it on an emotional level. Experience multiple times how she reacts on a lesser level of abuse. Get repeated indications she not only wants do do it but is confident she can take it. We are not that far yet. Once we are, we want it to be something beautiful for both of us and not a mistake. I can wait........... Until the time is there!!
ReplyDeletei want it, i need it, i crave it with a ferocious intensity, and i don't get it(what i consider to be) often enough. Master likes to use me, and i love to serve, but to be beaten this way? He doesn't like to do it. He's the boss, so...i'll take what i get.
ReplyDeleteI crave doing this to My slut, but I don't know if dhe will ever get to the point where it will be possible. When I think of that, it can be a tough day.
ReplyDeleteWilliam
I think you are being unrealistic William (to be frank). I'm not saying this to be mean or overly harsh. (will write to you privately...)
ReplyDelete*Hugs*
Sweet girl, I appreciate your thoughts. I don't think I'm being unrealistic because I don't really expect her to be able to do this. That doesn't stop me from wanting it though.
ReplyDeleteof course not -fantasies are for free :D
ReplyDeleteJust wrote a post about it in fact :)the crying that is...
ReplyDeletei realized it was actually the wrong post i wrote my initial comment too....
ReplyDeleteLaughs!!!
ReplyDeleteWhat post did you want to make your comment to?
your newest one *blushes*
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